Euphoria [DISCONTINUED]

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Lord Joyde

Author Note - Life, College, Writer's Depresssion and Birthsdays

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Lord Joyde the Madman: Heylo, everyone! How are you all doing?


So uh, guys and girls, I have a confession to make.

If you've been reading my more recent Author Note's, you may have noticed how I've been referring to myself as a "lazy gamer" and, while that is somewhat true, its not the full story.

You see, as both a writer and a reader, I've had the experience of what I'm about to tell you from your point of view, which makes this far harder and more shameful than it needs to be...

In short, I need to focus on my real life for pretty much the next couple months. I got myself into a really awesome and unsurprisingly very, VERY difficult college which will require more than 100% of me to be successful at.

(I've officially doomed myself to become a Physics Scientist/Professor)

Hell, even the preparations for it, all the shit I had to do in order to get in was super stressful, not to mention how I had to pay 7.5k in order to even apply.

What this means is that I'm gonna be unable to upload anything, not on Fanfiction.net and not for Euphoria.

In other news, I'm turning 20 tomorrow, so cheers y'all!

I hope that you guys will be able to forgive my rather sudden and incredibly awkward retreat from the writing stage. I'll do my best to post at least 1 random chapter a month, but I promise nothing as I have two chapters stuck in development and seemingly never to get out of it.

Chapter 8 of my D Gray Man fanfic, Not This Time And Never Again or NTTANA has been in the making for several months now, just standing there halfway done with around 1.5k words and that last thousand does not seem to ever come out right.

As for Euphoria... god, I really hate this site's positioning sometimes (not to mention my own clumsiness -.-). I've deleted the Pittings raid scene at least twice now, which has resulted in the two rather unnecessary filler chapters you've had to experience recently and even those were weeks apart from one another.

This, combined with the incredible amount of writers depression (when the block is so huge that it drains your morale), is why I think I'm just gonna take a LONG time off to focus on irl stuff and hopefully get my life in order before I ruin everything and lose interest in my own stories.


So uh, goodbye until then, I suppose! I wish you all good luck, health and general happiness! ADIOS FOR NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Aphelion @Aphelion ago

well nice to hear from you again :)
first of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY
second congrats for becomming an awesome scintist :)
you can do it!
anyway RL gives the best ideas for writing so take your time, be good in college and if you have time (you wont have any time anytime soon) you can write to let out some of your amazing ideas
see/read you in the future

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Lord Joyde @Lord Joyde ago

16/09/2016 21:35:15Aphelion Wrote: [ -> ]well nice to hear from you again :)
first of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY
second congrats for becomming an awesome scintist :)
you can do it!
anyway RL gives the best ideas for writing so take your time, be good in college and if you have time (you wont have any time anytime soon) you can write to let out some of your amazing ideas
see/read you in the future


Thank you for the support!

If only everyone was that understanding tho D;

Dreslief @Dreslief ago

I'll forgive you Joyde as long as you can design a holographic hard drive or full holographic display system with your physics degree.  I'll write the control software for you.

Sobek @Sobek ago

ik how u feel man. Have a nice life, hope you do well in your school.

Pietje1324 @Pietje1324 ago

Well, grab the pitchforks and light the torches.
In a somewhat more understanding note, I think you made the right choice. A small part of me hates both me for understanding it and you for making it.

But things like college should come first, especially when large amounts of money are involved, so I bid you good luck in your future endeavours.

Aside from that I just want to state that I as a reader, prefer it when chapters keep up their quality, instead of losing it by meeting imposed deadlines, so please take as long as necessary.
As I said already, best of luck!
I'll hope you find the time to be able to come back.

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Lord Joyde @Lord Joyde ago

16/09/2016 21:48:22Dreslief Wrote: [ -> ]I'll forgive you Joyde as long as you can design a holographic hard drive or full holographic display system with your physics degree.  I'll write the control software for you.


How about a fully functional sexbot instead kappa :D


16/09/2016 21:50:30Sobek Wrote: [ -> ]ik how u feel man. Have a nice life, hope you do well in your school.


Hey thanks mate, you too!


16/09/2016 22:01:17Pietje1324 Wrote: [ -> ]Well, grab the pitchforks and light the torches.
In a somewhat more understanding note, I think you made the right choice. A small part of me hates both me for understanding it and you for making it.

But things like college should come first, especially when large amounts of money are involved, so I bid you good luck in your future endeavours.

Aside from that I just want to state that I as a reader, prefer it when chapters keep up their quality, instead of losing it by meeting imposed deadlines, so please take as long as necessary.
As I said already, best of luck!
I'll hope you find the time to be able to come back.


Welp, I'm in the same position as you guys right now, as one of my fav writers did the same thing around a year back and I've honesty not felt so betrayed in a while.

And those 4 followers I've lost since the posting of this AN make it painfully clear what the result of this will be. T_T

cnicks032296 @cnicks032296 ago

For thy to earn forgiveness thou shall design a full immersion virtual reality and I will volunteer for lab rat position ( no paying for gaming and I shall be the troll God in virtual reality muwamuhahahah.

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Lord Joyde @Lord Joyde ago

16/09/2016 22:21:54cnicks032296 Wrote: [ -> ]For thy to earn forgiveness thou shall design a full immersion virtual reality and I will volunteer for lab rat position ( no paying for gaming and I shall be the troll God in virtual reality muwamuhahahah.


Oh gawd, this will be a hard year.

Like me peniz kappa :D

Natsume @Natsume ago

Happy birthday and Good luck on your studies!
We'll always be waiting here no matter how long you take!

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Lord Joyde @Lord Joyde ago

16/09/2016 23:59:20Natsume Wrote: [ -> ]Happy birthday and Good luck on your studies!
We'll always be waiting here no matter how long you take!


Thank you!!!

But well not all of you will be here as them followers keep on dropping... its fine tho, my faves are all here!