Lord Joyde The Madman: Heylo, boys and girls! How are you all doing?

So this is basically just a simple update concerning my recent "Reality" author note.

Err, it goes like this... rather than staking around 10k monies on my next year and wasting myself away in order to pass.

I've recently started to look out for a job. And I've recently noted a staggering opportunity which will not arrive anytime soon again.

So, while I haven't quit my college yet, I have decided that I will not give it my 100% anymore.

It is stressfull as fuck and honestly not worth the effort. The year will pass, I'll get myself some boons from my successful tests, grab them and leave.

I may return to the same college sometime in the future but if it has taught me anything it is that I am not yet mentally prepared enough to attend a college.

Now, since I already told you I'm basically high on drugs 24/7 some of you might assume that they influenced this decision.

And you would be right. The antidepressants and painkillers allowed me to keep a straight line of thought for more than three minutes... which in turn made it possible for me to weigh my options properly. Its not that I can't finish college, but for my health and what little remains of my sanity I have decided to drop out and find a job.

I don't have attention-span problems, its more along the lines of overthinking everything and being nervous to no end.

Also I'm gonna be tested for sugar as I unintentionally slammed my fist into a steel beam (was turning around after carrying something and wasn't paying attention) and nearly broke my right hand, only to laugh off the pain afterwards even if my arm stung so much I couldn't really use it yesterday.

I'm still using it today to type this down sooo.... fuck my life.

In any case, what this means for you is probably more regulated updates for both of my stories.

Anyways, read and review! And Good Morning/Day/Night to you all! ADIOS FOR NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Lord Joyde

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Bio: Rage and Insanity incarnate.

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VtrCst @VtrCst ago

Take it easy my friend, and take my experience for it, the world out there is not as peachy as in college... and depending on the job your stress and worries may even increase so please heed caution...

Hasta la vista

Hydrox @Hydrox ago

You you get you life sorted mate, as someone who deals with major anxiety I understand the whole "overthinking problem",

also im Australia so I'm probably bound to die via spider, shark or roo soon anyway.

Schmi @Schmi ago

Congratulations on the job opportunity!! I hope you feel better soon!!

loliZ321 @loliZ321 ago

enjoy life while you can man no need to worry about us you just take care of yourself

tarynecobbs @tarynecobbs ago

Relax, maybe go on a vacation and be a tourist, sightsee. Find your inner peace, it's different for everyone. My brothers inner peace is thoughts of how much chaos he'd spread if he was ever given power...😒 


gaigous @gaigous ago

I don't blame you, the "worth" of attending a college (at least in the states) seems to be less and less as time goes on, and we have something called the internet (long may it prosper) which is a superior repository of knowledge that doesn't cost ridiculous amounts of time and money, Honestly, at this point, people are paying several thousand just to get a piece of paper that says that might get you a job.