From: Kamal E Y < [email protected] >
To: Sabrina < [email protected] >
Sent: 23 May, 2000 09:21 PM
Subject: nothing official
I understand your dilemma. A small lie will require a lot of lies to cover it. Anyway, you are clean. You can ask her personally about this. Make sure that you are discussing personally because if she asks Mr. Li, he may get insulted and it will harm your relationship with him. So make sure that nothing is official about the discussion between you and the top management, even she is your close friend.
And my feeling is that this is not going to make any trouble, because such things happen in almost all government institutions. But the good thing is that my girl is clean and neat.
I read your mail about my relationship with my family and your feeling. You told that you don't want to put me under pressure. You cannot do anything about that. Because the maximum you can do it to go away from me. That will be the most disastrous thing that can happen to me. I can bear this pressure. But I can't think of losing you. We were made for each other.
Today was a very busy day for me. I couldn't reply to your letter properly. And now I have to go with a German colleague. I want to tell you more about my family. Many times I have started to do this. But somehow, every time something comes in between. But anyway, I have decided to tell you more about my family members. Your family has already become my family. You are the center of my dreams about family. I always think of us two having a family together. Our own little house, our own private moments...
I always think of a scene happened in Frankfurt. Both of us were naked, after making love, we were telling some jokes and such things. I sang the song 'touch me, touch me, I want to feel your body'. And you sang 'fuck me, fuck me' and started laughing innocently. Your face was so cute and your expression was so innocent. I always keep that picture in my mind.