From: Kamal E Y <[email protected]>
To: Sabrina < [email protected] >
Sent: 21 August, 1999 11:46 AM
Subject: Times are changing
I am glad at last you told me what exactly went on your mind. I am adjusting to the fact that I have been wrong again in choosing the person to love. But still, I have no regrets. I enjoyed the time with you and still I do. Don't think you hurt me, I hurt myself. Reacting over romantically...
I will wait for the kiss you promised. But remember, even if you are with some other person then, I will ask for it. I want to feel the warmth in reality which I had dreamed and felt many nights. Many times in office I had imagined that you are sitting on my lap.
I may or may not go with some other girl in the future. But I don't think I can be as open with her as it was with you. That is why I really value our relationship too. I told I have been with about 8 girls in total, including my first love. But I had never thought of having any sex with them. That is why I told you our relationship makes me feel like a man, not a college boy.
You didn't tell me about "him". Tell now. I want to know your heart. Don't hesitate to tell him if you love him. And tell me too, about everything. You know times are changing...and I have to accept that you are not only for me...